Friday, July 31, 2009

When....


Entah bila le budak macam ni akan datang kat rumah aku? After 16 years, sometimes I feel that all my dreams can not be reached. Only Allah knows everything...

Feel sorry to my wife. Sometimes she feels lonely when I'm busy with my work loads and my assignments. Where are they? Still in heaven, busy playing with angels?

NGANTUKNYA...

Mata rasa macam tak bleh nak buka. Peserta tengah membentangkan tugasan di atas. Mals plak nak masuk dalam bilik seminar, perut tak sedap. Ntah apa le dimasak oleh katerer makanan. Rasanya ayam masak lada hitam kot sebab aku nampak ramai peserta beratur di depan tandas. Perut rasa berangin je. Bila la nak habis ya, keje banyak lagi. Ikut hati, nak suruh jer balik. Kang aku pun boleh balik tapi malu plak pada depa. Dan aku tau, penceramah tu memang nak balik tapi dia malu sebab urus setia kursus ada kat bawah memantau.

My immediate bos called me. Keep thinking whether she is spot checking, di I still at this PKG Soeharto. Dia tanya sama ada aku nak pi mesyuarat kat Ampang atau tak. For sure jawapannya tidak.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

275 km

Fuh... hari ni aku drive mengelilingi Selangor. Penat ya amat. Mula-mula pi handle kursus Jsu dan lepas tu pi mesyuarat kat JPS di Shah Alam.

Malam ni my wife pi surau sebab ada baca yassin. Aku cam besa, surf internet. Nak start dissertation pun malas.

Next week dah nak fly ke Langkawi, duit tadak...

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Banyaknya kerja...

Minggu ni banyak betul kerja yang kena buat. Rasa macam nak give up.

Isnin (27th July) - Collecting data and releasing approval letter for organizing school training.

Selasa (28th July) - Kursus Zoom A (ICT and Web Site base training) morning till evening
Kursus JSU dan Item Maths Level 1 - 25 km from my office. Petang je.

Wed (29th July) - Kursus JSU dan Item Maths Level 2 - SK Kalumpang same place like yesterday.
I've to book auditorium.

Thurs (30th July) - Kursus JSU BM SR (PKG Kampung Soeharto ) - 85 km from my office
Afternoon - I've to attend for a meeting regarding action research proposal
at Shah Alam (245 km from PKG Kampung Soeharto )

Fri (31st July) - Kursus JSU BI SR (same place as yesterday) and at the same time; I've to attend Colloqium "Teacher As A Practioner" meeting at SMK Kampung Soeharto.

Tak boleh tido...

Malam ni langsung tak boleh tido. Walaupun ac sejuk nak gila, mata tak mahu lelap. Tak tau pasai apa. Ni semua mungkin pasal office mate aku punya pasal kot. Dia ada krisis dengan staff aku, budak perempuan tu dah bagi notice one week nak resign. Frust betol sebab dalam masa 2 minggu dia attach dengan aku, banyak kerja aku dia settlekan dan I have less burden dan no more stress.

Masalahnya, apa boss aku cakap apabila dia tau aku gatal minta pembantu dan tiba-tiba dia berenti masa kat bawah tangan aku.

Sometimes I feel that, power that given to somebody, kalau kita terasa bagus sangat, orang akan rasa meluat tengok kita. Harap-harap aku tak kemaruk kuasa dan membuatkan orang membenciku.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

FLY TO LANGKAWI

6 dan 7 Ogos ini nak kena terbang ke Langkawi; shall I say it as a vacation? Sebenarnya my father force me to bring Agun. Mula-mula 2 orang, last sekali jadi 6 orang. Tiket Air Asia dah beli. Nanti balik dari Langkawi akan cuba upload bahan. Cuma kesian kat my wife, dia keja dan tak bole ikut. Tak pe le, nanti kita orang fly ke UK untuk further studies, who knows?

Handling Courses

This week I've to handle two courses at SK Lembah Beringin. One is from IPGM Kampus Ilmu Khas and one more is from IPGM Kampus Bahasa Antarabangsa. The participants are araound 100 (still didn't update the attendance because I've to rush down to my office).

Since I attached as Pegawai Latihan for my sector, I realize that there are two type of person who came for the course. Type A, who attended the course because he applied himself and Type B; the person wha has been forced to attend because the person who listed has other job or activity.

Type A - will come punctually and listen carefully to the lecturer. Jott down everything and take part in any activities actively.

Type B - Hampeh. Datang lambat, talkative and kurang ajar dengan penceramah. Rasa macam bagus dan macam dia le yang pandai sangat.

# Anyway, from observation; secondary teachers are more behave. And frankly speaking, yang paling teruk ialah peserta dalam kalangan guru agama dan kaunselor. Some of them don't have manners at all. Kenapa ya ????

Tangki bocor lagi

Hari ni masuk pejabat lewat sebab tengah baiki tangi air. Ah Soon ada atas bumbung. Patutle air asyik jatuh, paip pasang condong so pelampung terjungkit ke atas dan ini menyebabkan air akan meleleh turun. Tak tau le berapa bayaran...

But, that is not the main problem. What so special about this Chinese guy, I called him 6.50 and he is still sleeping. I mentioned about my problem and within 15 minutes, he appeared in front of my door. Look, how this Chinese react with his customer.

Kalau orang kita, okay ... okay ... lagi 15 minit saya sampai. Last... last whole day tak appear. Telefon tak berangkat. Esok apabila datang, bermulalah sandiwara mengalahkan program Anak Wayang...

Bilalah kontraktor kita nak berubah?